For what it's worth I am enjoying the old journal. Lot of interesting stuff in it and I'll have to try some of the training you mention.

Well what those faggots don't realise is that was a dream journal and I never said that stuff happened physically. They're doing exactly what fucking Bullshido did, reading shit and taking it out of context. Bunch of fucking idiots man, they don't even read the shit.

Some of it doesn't sound like a dream log, but pussies like Bullshido mock Aikido for Christ's sake! If it's not MMA it's mockable crap in their book. As for the more Chan-like asses, they mock everything! Of course they will mock working with ki or practicing martial arts. They have no self-esteem and falsely generate it by mocking everything all the way down to laughing at pictures of dead people.

It cane be hard since they can be quite relenting but try not to let their immaturity and crappiness pull you down. Most of them are fat, uneducated, and living with their parents or sleeping on a friend's couch. You pulled yourself up from conditions that weren't real great, gotten fit, made a site, and you're serving our goddamned country! You're the winner in this. Don't forget that.

I appreciate your motivational words. But as you can see the site's not doing so hot right now. We don't have many active members.

It's just a matter of creating content. Once more articles are available more people will stumble upon the site and post. Until then each of us here have to do our part and post what we have.

I keep having money problems which eat all my time (and steal my internet ) but I'll do what I can. And the moment my site is up I'll have a link here if you want.

Yeah I guess. I've pretty much given up. I used to have like 500 members but everyone pussied out and after Bullshido tried to fuck us up.

I've given up man. I'll still come here and post, but everyone's on Veritas now, and all Veritas has are magick articles or philosophers. I'm done with this shit, people have proven time and again they just don't want to believe in what they don't see before their eyes and feel with their hands.

I'm absolutely sick of it, so I'm done with it. I've given up.

This DOES NOT mean I have given up meditation, martial arts training, lifting weights, and astral projection.

It DOES mean I'm not motivated to do shit with the site until we start getting more people. Because apparently it's a circular fuck right now - nobody comes here because there's nothing here and nobody that comes here stays because there's nothing here.

So I'm done man. I just come here to hang out, keep a dream journal and workout journal and fuck around, if somebody comes in here wanting a serious spiritual discussion I'm all up for it. Otherwise, fuck this shit man. =/

Well I'm here, I'm just not sure what to talk about. I'll muse on it a bit and try to come up with something good.